MUTYA

                   I wake up around 5:30am actually i alarm my mobile around 6:00am because MR. A will be online today. Its been 10days since he went home and left me here in a lonely place. After he went home i received no message from him im so lonely, i always looking to my messenger maybe he will online. I always looking for the picture he gave to me. Really difficult if  missing someone and  cannot do anything except remembering the times when he is near.. Until on may 12 his first txt to me its 4:30am here my tears fall when i read his message, maybe because i really miss him so much. He said sorry for late txt.  he said "i always remember u never forget" he gave time when to send message ... 

                     Im so excited because atlast he will be online today it is May 15 so its 10days since he left. We have relation for almost 6months now although we have short time with each other, i have a lots and precious memories with him that i will treasure for the rest of my life. He tought me everything.. I learn not to judge every person on what they are because every person has its own reason why they commit mistakes or sin. I learn to appreciate things that surrounded by me. I learn whats life means. I will always remember the chicken and the chicks. Even the chicken that dont have enough brain to think, he can feed her chicks, what more for us people God will give us everything.. IN short span being with him i became matured. The months we've been together is like a decade for me......... BUZZ BUZZ Ow my gosh i fall sleep ah he's here now its pass 7 already...We talked for 1 hour... I miss him so much...I appreciate the time he give to me i know its difficult for him to get online but he still tried. I am wearing the shirt and the ring he gave to me i think last MAY 1.  Last May 1 he gave me a nice gold ring "its not a assign of engagement ha" he told,  i know!! he he he this will be the sign of our good RELATIONSHIP so i will remember him for the rest of my life. He gave to me that ring inside the car my ringfinger will get fracture! I dont like to accept just give it to the woman whom should received this! i said... But his face seems to get angry nway thank u i promise to take care of this ring.. We eat in KFC near seaside he said "i regrets we started late".  Even though he dont tell me exactly what he feels for me i know he also fall inlove with me. If not why he will give me too many things and why he spend most of the time with me rather with his friends, even though to many of his friends always calling and looking for him because they want to see him but he choose to be with me in the rest of the his days ...

                   I sleep again and after few hours i prepared for my work. I miss him, before when im preparing we are chatting im watching how he is preparing for work and same for him. Like we are in one house, computer become our small window. Watching each other while sleeping and greeting each other while wake up. Im not busy this day on my duty because its holiday.